Widowedbysuicide

You are in my prayers and in my heart George.

You are in my thoughts often George. I'm happy to read of your good things and sorry about the not good. Life is definitely a challenge.

Katie, I am still here but struggling too. You are loved dear girl.

I love the candle idea. I will have to try it, thank you.

Sending you my love Katie.

Mitch, I hope things have improved for you and that your diet and exercise are helping. I wish this for all of us who have been despairing. ♥️

Thanks Kay.

It is May 29th, I think. Every day is so much of nothing I don't bother to keep track. It will soon be June 5th, marking 3 years and 4 months of feeling like crap. There isn't anything I can think of doing that interests me and I need to find something that makes me feel like I'm alive. Being a shadow person is awful. I know I don't really have anything to complain about, I'm just down in the dumps 😧

Katie you are much stronger than you think. You have had so much excitement with pregnancies, but then the losses of your babies. Watching your miracle Gracie growing and being a happy girl was great, I'm crushed that she also passed. Then the tragic bicycle accident that took Noah away. The joys of being married have been replaced by questions and despair. There have been incredibly good things and memories in your last few years that have been crushed by so much loss. All that pain is huge. I know you are doing your best for the boys and yourself. Just try to tell yourself that you are doing the best you can. No one can be Mom to Caleb and Ryan like you can. Sending you hugs and hopes for better days. All of us on here are definitely cheering for you ❤️

Sending wishes for a good result and a well deserved rest and recovery.

Katie I missed seeing your posts. I worried about you and your boys. I'm glad you posted 🙏❤️ I haven't been on very often. I feel bad that I can not contribute financially and my grief is too much of a drain.

So sorry Mitch. I get it.

For me it's hard to imagine a happy anything. I had happiness when Gord was alive but with his death came the end (death) of happiness. Sorry I didn't see this sooner @mittam99. I hope you did something kind for yourself. If Tammy was here you would be celebrating a happy birthday, I am hoping you had a pleasant day.

Adam I am so sorry for your loss. I can't say I know how you feel. I have friends that have lost children and I can see how it has totally changed their lives. Please continue to reach out. Chatting with other families that have lost a child can help you to survive this heartbreaking loss. 🙏❤️

Congratulations Maryann!