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Mal

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Daughter
  • Date of Death
    June 17, 2016
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    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    California
  1. I lost my dad June 17, 2016. I am plagued with deep guilt. Being an 'adult orphan' is another aspect to my loss. Not having both parents is intense. I'm trying to navigate my way but boy, bouts of depression with his absence blanket me. His passing created a domino effect in every single way. I'm also dealing with this all alone, never realized having the support of family and friends tempers the void a bit. Dealing with this solo makes the journey even more challenging. Handling his affairs compounds the grief. Nights are the worst, sleepless, can't eat, feel anxious and the tears come in buckets. I miss him terribly. I can't shake the image of him so broken in the hospital bed (car accident), I have never seen my dad so vulnerable in my life. I still can't comprehend he's gone. I'm just so lost and my pain is raw, honestly I wonder how I am going to manage.
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