Chellaboosmom

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About Chellaboosmom

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Mom
  • Date of Death
    March 42017
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    Na

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    Ma

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  1. Oh my!! nice song.. brought tears to my eyes.. I always imagine him up in the clouds... and hope he will remember me always.. thanks for sharing
  2. I'm tired of therapy.. but grieving more after Mother's Day ..am I ever gonna be tears free... hurts all the time.. lying in bed seems the best thing to do but can't sleep despite meds.. seem like I can't function.. though I work and work out
  3. True theres a solace in the car... I am always crying in the bathrooms too.. even at work .. nothing is going to bring him back hurting like hell.. working like a zombie
  4. I agree that people want to stop hearing about our loss..in fact even some family members have told me There's no point in talking anymore.. it hurts because that's all I want to do.. thinking and talking about him.. whats with the car and crying I do it all the time.i now decided I won't talk about my son unless people ask me.. i will grieve privately or on this forum. thanks for being there hugs
  5. Thanks he is in my dreams regularly said last night I am here mom...made me happy that somehow he's reaching out i think all losses are equal but this one I can never recover from
  6. But can't handle it when someone asks me if you have kids.. i say I had one and then cry.. I am not ready to accept that I'm childless after 29 years
  7. I feel the only way I can console myself is that he has found an end to his struggles and is happier wherever he is i haven't been through other holidays yet but dreading Mother's Day because last year he called me thrice to wish me .. maybe he knew it was the last time
  8. It is reality.. I go through the day working evenings are harder because that's the time he died.. Easter was a very difficult day for me.. I dread going to the shops because of Mother s day ads.. I am no longer anyone's mom...don't think I will ever see light at end of this long dark tunnel of life
  9. Sorry for your loss im grieving the loss of my 29 year old only son and I can feel your pain i am not sure if it will ever get better..prayers for you
  10. Lost my 29 year old only son almost two months ago i relive his traumatic death every day dont know how to cope