The past 3 days I've been in some funk? Physically, I feel tired don't feel like doing anything, I want to be left alone, but I don't, Bills are coming in. I wish my brain would shut off, the days are long, nights are lonely on the 8th of this month, it's going to be a month it does not seem like it though? I question pain all across the world why do people have to suffer at all? I didn't think my dad was going to survive my birthday May. 30 he died on his birthday 6-8-17 in my presence a little before 3 pm took care of him since 2001 on & off. Anyway, just mumbling