Years have gone by since my life changed forever. I am now medicated and in therapy. My family has it with my obsession with ferrets, perhaps I am trying to fill in a gap in my life. I still will not turn off my torch for my Chinook, they can't make me for I will never betray his memory.
I am getting better I feel and have done my last memorial video of Chinook, a milestone in my ongoing grief, 5 years later.
This is for you my Chinook. Your life is being celebrated and I pray I will see you in Heaven and you will remember me. My Nookie