Mom's angel Posted January 17, 2016 Report Share Posted January 17, 2016 Time is so evil, it always flies.. Why didn't it stop when one dies.. Things remain the same for the world its just us who cries.. Missing them in our lows and highs.. Wishing them to come back in disguise Time is so evil it always flies.. Taking us away from the last moment we saw them with our eyes.. People says it will get better but that are lies Nothing gets better just the time flies.. So tomorrow is my birthday, first one without the lady who brought me in this world. I have started receiving the advance birthday messages, they don't mean anything to me as there's no happy in my birthday. I won't lie, I was crazy about my birthday just like a small kid. My mom knew this very well so she always arranged something amazing for me. I hate this day now. I never felt so empty. I feel like what's so good in it, it was important only until she was with me. She gave birth to me, going through lot of pain, it was her new birth.. The day is for her.. It has no meaning without her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted January 18, 2016 Report Share Posted January 18, 2016 I hope you have a better birthday than you anticipate. I'm sure your mom is wishing you one as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted January 18, 2016 Author Report Share Posted January 18, 2016 No, it was worst. I cried the whole day.. (Probably will cry the whole night) I'm so much depressed, I don't know what to do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted January 18, 2016 Report Share Posted January 18, 2016 I remember crying myself to sleep my first birthday after my husband had died. It was about 3 1/2 months after. No one called & wished me a happy birthday or did anything, and my husband always would have made a big deal of it. It made me miss him all the more. It's really hard when those that love and care about us the most pass away and we lose part of that identity, that history. I guess the only good thing about bithdays only rolling around once a year is we get a whole other year to adjust to the loss before having to face another birthday. I wish I could make you feel better. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted January 18, 2016 Author Report Share Posted January 18, 2016 I feel exactly the same. Even though my family was with me and they were trying their best to cheer me..I felt bad, I can't imaging how lonely you might be feeling on your birthday. I was already sad to add up the result of the exam that I gave came today.. Bad. I so badly wished she was with me, she would have comforted me. Miss her so much. At least I'm talking to you, that's making me feel little good. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted January 18, 2016 Report Share Posted January 18, 2016 Mom's angel, I wish we all didn't live so far away from each other. There are some really special people on this forum, they've been through it and understand. If I was there, I'd pop some popcorn and we'd wear our jammies and try to salvage what we could of your birthday, maybe watch a really stupid movie that makes you laugh whether you feel like it or not. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted January 19, 2016 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2016 Even the thought of that is pleasing . It would be so nice if we all who actually understands lived near each other. But we don't. But thanks for saying that. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DaughterOfAnAmazingMom Posted January 27, 2016 Report Share Posted January 27, 2016 I'm so sorry. I'm not looking forward to my first birthday without Mom, either. I will treasure my last birthday because it was the last one she'll ever be a part of. Moms always make it such a big deal, and you know they care about it the most! It's the anniversary of one of their favorite days! I hope you and I both find ways to enjoy milestones without our moms. <3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted January 27, 2016 Author Report Share Posted January 27, 2016 Yes, moms are very much exited about their children birthdays. I never thought that one day my birthday will mean nothing to me, I cried that whole day, I couldn't cry in front of everyone because that would have made them extremely sad. Sometimes you just have to pretend to be okay for your family. I'll pray for you, I also hope that we have courage to face such days without our mothers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IsThereHope Posted March 19, 2016 Report Share Posted March 19, 2016 I hope you have better days, mom's angel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted March 19, 2016 Report Share Posted March 19, 2016 Mom's angel, Yes it's hard to go through birthdays, Mother's Day, Easter, Christmas, etc. without our moms. I still find, even 1 1/2 years later, that I want to go see her, spend time with her, call her, share something with her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted March 20, 2016 Author Report Share Posted March 20, 2016 This is close to what I feel 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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kayc Posted April 8, 2016 Report Share Posted April 8, 2016 OMG, that was heartrending! And how it is... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted April 8, 2016 Author Report Share Posted April 8, 2016 Yup, but i like the ending, it is painful but I find it beautiful too. the scene where the mom was helping the child with plucking the fruit was so much relatable. When I was a kid.. The house that we lived in had a mongo tree in the back... My mom used to pluck the mangoes for me.. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted April 8, 2016 Report Share Posted April 8, 2016 I still live where I raised my kids so I don't have to board a bus and walk to get to it. In my mind's eye, I see my kids playing out in the back yard, running and squealing. I hear them riding around the patio on their riding toys. (sigh...) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mom's angel Posted April 8, 2016 Author Report Share Posted April 8, 2016 Memories? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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