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Suzanne... I feell every bit of what you are saying. My love has been gone 22 months now and I think about the life we had every day. I really, really miss all of it and when I get up everyday I just go thru all the motions. I dont want to be here either I wish i was with him enjoying all the wonderful things that I once enjoyed. Everyone always says things happen for a reason and God only gives us what we can handle.... well I am finished handling all this, I am tired and definitely not happy being here any more. I hope we both can get thru this but our loves will be there with us

In 3 hrs it will 10 months since the love of my life has passed.... 10 long lonely months. They say it gets easier as time goes on but I want to know when. He was my everything, my soulmate, my best friend and my love. I just wish I could just talk to him one more time and just hold each other. i know there are many of you out there having the same feelings and if you could please let me know when do you start to feel some relief from all these emotions. We were together everyday for 18 yrs til the terrible demon of cancer struck him and the last thing he said to me before they put him into the morphine induced sleep was that he talked to the priest and he was coming into marry us in the hospital room and that he loved me "BUNCHES". That was his last words that was spoken and I hear them everyday in my heart. Please help me get thru this horrible time cause I dont know how to deal with it anymore

I know how you are feeling and I wish I could give you an answer when things will get easier. My love, best friend and soulmate passed away in Sept 08 from lung cancer and every day I go on like a zombie, I think about what it would be like if i could just fall asleep and join him... I miss him more and more everyday. We was together for 18 yrs but we wasnt married. He showed me and gave me the best times in my whole life, now i really just go thru the motions daily and I dont like it. I visit his gravesite 3-4 times a week and just talk to him hoping he hears what I am saying because I sure as hell miss our long talks and being together. Honey I hope it gets easier for both of us soon cause it is pure HELL. Take care and talk to ya soon. ~ Shelly~

I know how you are feeling and I wish I could give you an answer when things will get easier. My love, best friend and soulmate passed away in Sept 08 from lung cancer and every day I go on like a zombie, I think about what it would be like if i could just fall asleep and join him... I miss him more and more everyday. We was together for 18 yrs but we wasnt married. He showed me and gave me the best times in my whole life, now i really just go thru the motions daily and I dont like it. I visit his gravesite 3-4 times a week and just talk to him hoping he hears what I am saying because I sure as hell miss our long talks and being together. Honey I hope it gets easier for both of us soon cause it is pure HELL. Take care and talk to ya soon. ~ Shelly~