How is everyone? I guess this is my little introduction thread to tell you all about myself. My name is Gary Fraley, I am 18 and currently employed at a Grocery Store. The reason I am here is because I just can't seem to get over the untimely death of my father. I was 10 when it happened, I remember the day like it was yesterday. The last thing I said to him was "I hope you die!" Man do I feel bad about that. Its not a problem that gets me all the time just usually when I'm alone. I guess its just one of those things that I can't get over, I hide it all the time, I feel as if I show my feelings that it makes me feel less of myself. It just feels so hard to grow up without a dad, I always think it wasn't supposed to be this way. I just wish I could go back and say something different before he left. Let him know how I feel. I feel as if it is my fault, like if I would have said something different this might not have happened. Sorry about the large block of text.
