My heart goes out to you...I have to struggle to see my grandchildren...I love them dearly with my whole being...but they're NOT the child I lost and will always miss him...I don't believe that any person can make up for another...people say to me..well, you have your grandchildren...yes and I'm thankful..but I want my child...He too was a grown man...a good father and excellent son,,no one can fill his void in my heart...Three children...I just can't even imagine!!!!