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  1. Hi Maylissa I will be happy to tell you about my near death, when I have a bit more time, I am getting ready to go away for the first time in 12 years!!! I did want to tell you this part before I go, I had a dog named puppy when I was a child that I loved so very much, she was taken from me by a very violent man, and went with a horrific death, for years after I had terrible nightmares about all this, well during my near death I saw her, she looked beautiful, restored, and at peace. Words cant tell you how much peace this left me with, my nightmares went away and I was able to be at peace over what happened knowing that she was fine, and that someday I will be with her again. This also allowed me to go and get another pet, where before I would not allow myself to do so. In 1987 I lost my two best friends, my horse Cameo, and my best friend Jackie, well about a month later, I laid down and had not yet gone to sleep when the next thing I knew I am riding my horse Cameo, and I look over and there is Jackie riding her horse, that had just passed over. Between these two things I am more then sure that even the spirit of our beloved animals still go on!!!!! Hugs my friend, Debbie
  2. Thanks Maylissa Arthur passed the night before his operation, it was very strange as I spent lots of time with him, telling him what was going to happen to him the next day. I was fully ready to lose him during the operation as it was so high risk, well he had his own plans, and passed during the night. Amazing about your package :-) I also had a near death during a operation when I was 21, and ever since then I have had no fear of dying, and sometimes I feel that it is a help when someone or something I love passes, it is only the real pain of being left behind, that hurts so dang bad. I do try to hold onto that each and everyone of them are in a better place, free from pain, and yes someday we all will be joined together again. I know that Nissa will be waiting for you, as well as Arthur will be waiting for me. Gives me a great comfort anyway. I am going to do my best to stay around this time :-) I need to. Hugs, Debbie
  3. Hi Maylissa I have been away for awhile. I am so very sorry that your pain is so heavy. You loved Nissa so very much. I have to Thank You for your help with my dear Arthur, but I have to finally let you know that he lost his battle to a liver shunt, last Dec. Anyway I am going to try to be around more now. Hugs to you, Debbie
  4. Hi Shell So sorry to read about your Mom, I also have been away for a long time. Am thinking of you, and you kitties. Take care, Debbie
  5. Dear Maylissa Oh Maylissa I am so very sorry that you lost your beautiful girl. I really dont have the words I want to say, I know that you were the best Mom, and I know that Nissa loved you with all that she had. Holding you in my heart and thanks for always being there for me, sorry I have been missing Hugs Debbie
  6. Hi Maylissa Yes please send me this info :-))) Thank You!!! I am so happy that Nissa is recovering sending thoughts to her :-))) They sure are blessing each and every day!! Thank You again, Debbie
  7. Dear Maylissa Sorry it has taken me so long to reply. Arthur is still healing, it has been quite a long road to travel. Each day that passes is better for him. No, still no diagnosis, most likely will never get opne either. It seems to me that it has to be something that isnt spread or my other dogs would be ill. So that is good, as I dont think I could stand them all being ill. Thank You again for the heal-a-pet link, they are really super nice people. One lady said she would work on me also, that would be nice I told her thank you. How is your kitty Nissa doing? Take care, Debbie
  8. Hi Maylissa Again I really have to Thank You from the bottom of my heart, your help has seen both Arthur and I thru these dark days. I thank you for your prayers, and the healing you sent his way, it is working!!!!! This is amazing, I went to pick up Arthur at 4:30 on Tuesday like they told me to, and I had to wait almost a hour to get him, as he was throwing up blood. They gave him fluids, you know the kind that makes them look like a basketball, and I brought him home. On the way home, the first thing that I noticed was a change in his eyes, they finally had life in them, that glassy stare was gone. And at that moment even with the bads news the vet had just given me I knew she was wrong. Well we got home, and I cooked dinner for my other furbabies and Arthur slept. I cut up some of the liver I cooked and gave it to him, he just looked at it. About an hour later he ate it all up!!!!!! I did not give him much as he has not eaten in so many days. Well it stayed down as well as the water. He went back to the vet Wed. and they were shocked to see how well he was doing....so I told them why...I told them about the heal-a-pet. Today I had a Animal Communicator do a reading, she was really good, I didnt tell her a thing, and she was right on with alot of things, like she said his throat hurt, all the way down and thru his stomach etc. That his stomach was hot. All I said was I can understand why. I did not want to feed her anything. She picked up on almost everything. She also said "you will say duhh..he is depressed." Then she said that he wanted something from me.....cloths....dirty cloths...one that I have worn. So he is now sound asleep on my shirt. He would sneak into my bedroom while I was out feeding the horses and drag my cloths out into the living room and sleep on them. I ask her to please let him know that he did nothing wrong, and that he needs to rest and get well before he can come back out and be with me and his other furfriends. She said she did but he will still give me those sad eyes. She also told me that he wants to live and he loves me. She wants me to call her back when he is well, so she can read his personality, she said she could not get any right now, other then the depression. So today being my daddy's b-day at 12 a.m. my time, I sat with Arthur wrapped up in my lap and just him and I, and talked with him. He loved it and so did I. Thank You also for what you wrote about my love....this makes sense, and I am telling myself this now. Thank You again, Debbie
  9. Today is my daddy's b-day, and I sure miss him. He left this earth almost 11 years ago, and sometimes it feels like yesterday. Daddy I have always felt the void that was created when you left. I will forever love you. I hope that you and Mom are having a party!!! Your daughter, Debbie
  10. Wow Maylissa, I have already gotten two email from the heal-a-pet. One lady said the first thing that struck her was how very beautiful Arthur is, almost made me cry, which would be something as I have become a dry prune in the tear dept. I have to fight with myself, and I try very hard to not blame myself for this....I have this stupid tape that plays in my head..."see what happens when you love something?" Anyway I Thank You from the bottom of my heart for telling me about this site, I feel calmer now :-))))) Thank You, Thank You Arthur is home with me now, he is asleep, but he did go outside and peed good, bless his heart, he walks like he is drunk, he is asleep again. He goes back again tomorrow. Thank You for your support. Take care, Debbie
  11. Thank You Maylissa, I found the website and just sent them pictures of Arthur. It came up with heal-a-pet:-)))))) I will let you know what they say if you would like!!!! Arethur looked better this am before I took him back to the vet, he threw up "blood clots" and now one of his lungs sound funny she said. I will be picking him up again tonite and having him here with me so I can watch him. Thanks again, Debbie
  12. Dear Maylissa I have been on the net seems like there are alot of resons behind what is going on with his wbc. I do have a holistic vet. They think he may have parvo I dont think he does as he had all his shots, and he is not bleeding, and he is able to keep water down. Here is the kicker. I get a call at 4:30 pm telling me I need to pick up Arthur by 5 or he would be all alone there for over 15 hours. So I rush over there and pick him up and bring him home where he is now. He is sooooo depressed and it is hard to see him this way. I have given him his Tamiflu (yes the human kind) I take him back to the vet at 8 am. guess I will need to be ready to go get him every night. He could have a viral, bactrial, or even a toxic or posion, that could have triggered his immune crash. I do not know if we will ever know what it is. All I know is I really dont believe that it is parvo, as I worked for a vet for years, and have worked with tons of parvo dogs and he just does not fit the bill. However he is just as ill. I am sending his blood off to Dr. Jean Dodds. she does a "hemopet" which is the only group to take into account the age, sex, and breed of the animal. Cavaliers can have Thrombocytopenia where the wbc are larger than normal and cause problems in itself. But he does have a illness of some sort. Thank You for your prayers and I will look for the items you mentioned. I do have Rescue Remedy. The ER vet told me that it could take days before he improves. He wont eat, and is getting thin fast, cant believe how fast it comes off. He is sound asleep now. Thanks again, Debbie....and I still send you& your baby prayers
  13. UPDATE on Arthur I went and picked up Arthur early this a.m. and took him to my vet. His white blood count has come up a bit, still way below normal, right now it is at 3.21 normal is 5.50-16.90 yesterday he was at 1.22, so low they dont know why he lived thru the day. He is not out of the woods yet, I am a wreck, I got so upset yesterday that I was up all night being sick myself ugh. It was so good to be able to have him in my lap for the drive to my vet. Thanks, Debbie
  14. Thanks Maylissa, the vet just called, his cbc showed that his white blood count has dropped even more, so they have started the plasma, which will be his only chance to make it!!!!! Thanks for your prayers. I have been saying them for your kitty also.
  15. Hi everyone Please please say a prayer for my little Arthur, a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel 5 month old pup, whom I got after losing my dear Mom, named him in honor of my Dad, last night I had to rush him to the ER vets, he has crashed, white blood count to low, in 12 hours they will give him plasma, vet told me he could die, he is very ill. This was so very fast, I cant stand the thought of him dying, so please send him your prayers. Thanks everyone, Debbie
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