Kids help phone is toll free...it doesn't even show up on the phone bill and they dont' charge you for a call. I'm at home, not at boarding school (although sometimes i think being away from home would be better). My parents have issues with me being on the phone with kids help phone or a mental health crisis line because they think I'm hiding stuff from them, which isn't true. I tell them everything that I tell kids help phone. Kids help phone is just better at listening and helping. Mom says I can wake her up at night and tell her I'm having a panic attack, but I tried and she rolled her eyes, told me to stop overreacting and then went back to bed. So they don't follow through with the whole "come to us, talk to us about anything" thing. Wouldn't it make sense that if you don't know how to handle your child's problem, to pass that problem onto someone (a professional counsellor) who does? jeeze! I do go to counselling now though for my grief, and I have panic attacks sometimes when I'm there so my counsellor notices and helps me through it.