cherrie'

hello mates, i would like to take this tme to say thank you,you see i needed someone and you guys were there. the words of encouragement,well i'm speechless.when i think rachel said it best the holy spirit is sent by each one of us to heal each other.thank you.and dont worry i'm not taking the gas pipe yet.i know that is not the way to live in paradise with christ and our loved ones.i do know this and thank you and may each and everyone of you find the comfort and peace we all are striving for cherrie' mahanoycity,pa

thank you jeanne,wow someone from brooklyn,what a pleasure.i appreciate your kind words

HI MY NAME IS CHERRIE' AND THIS IS A REAL BAD TIME,EVERYDAY JUST AS BAD AS THE LAST. MY HUSBAND LEFT THIS EARTH ON JANUARY 20TH 2009, THE HOSPITAL HE WAS IN MADE MISTAKES MISTAKES THAT LEFT MY MAN VULNERABLE TO DEATH.HE WENT TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM FOR A COUGH AND SOME DIAHREA AND THAT NEXT MORNING AT 3:30 AM HE WAS GONE.AS THE AFRICANS SAY, HE IS GONE FROM OUR EMBRACE FOREVER. I FEEL ALONE AND SO CHEATED.WE WERE A REAL LIFE LOVE STORY WE MET OVER THE TELEPHONE I LIVED IN NY AND HE IN THE COAL FIELDS OF PA.WE KNEW IT WAS LOVE AFTER THE 3RD TIME WE SPOKE.MY FAMILY THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY,BECAUSE AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF TALKING ON THE PHONE I WAS PACKING UP MY CHILDREN AND LEFT BROOKLYN.YOU SEE WE NEVER SAW EACH OTHER SO THERE THIS WAS TRUE LOVE BECAUSE WE HAD NOTHING PHYSICAL TO OBSERVE.THE BEAUTY WAS THE LOVE WE SHARED.MY FAMILY ESPECIALLY MY BROTHER SAID SHE''LL BE BACK I GIVE IT SIX MONTHS.THIS LAST 5TH OF JUNE TIM AND I WOULD HAVE BEEN MARRIED SINCE 1988 21YRS. I FIND MYSELF ANTICIPATING MY OWN DEATH BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE WHATS HERE FOR ME HE WAS EVERYTHING TO ME.OUR UPS AND DOWNS EVERYTHING.THIS FEELS LIKE A DIRTY TRICK HE BEAT A STAGE 4 CANCER,CANCER FREE FOR 8YRS AND QUADRUPAL BYPASS SURGERY.HE WAS DETERMINED TO BEAT THESE THINGS.AND I WAS ALWAYS ON THE SIDELINES ROUTING HIM ON.SO FOR HIM NOT TO COME HOME BECAUSE OF NEGLIGENCE I AM SO CONFUSED.I CRY AS IM WRITING THIS,I CRY FROM A CERTAIN SONG,A REST IN MUSIC REMINDS ME OF HIM,I DONT EVER WANT TO FORGET HIM BUT WHERE IS THE HOLY SPIRIT WITH COMFORT FOR ME.