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Gary

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About Gary

  • Birthday 03/08/1934

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  • Date of Death
    12/13/2009
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    HOV

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  • Your gender
    Male
  • Location (city, state)
    Scottsdale, AZ
  • Interests
    writing, music, reading, movies, cooking
  1. Thanks for the kind thoughts. I find that I cannot say the words to anyone but writing seems to be cathartic. You sharing your feelings, even though,(or especially so) with me have been truly heart-warming. Thanks, Gary
  2. Sharon died two months ago after her second lung transplant. I was her full time caretaker for the past three years. Her death, although not unexpected, sent me into that bottomless black hole from which I have painfully clawed my way out. The light of day felt good but I now fear that I am not really out but instead, I'm back teetering on the edge and I fear the blackness that seems to be enveloping my heart. I cry watching the evening news - not from seeing earthquake victims but a story about a lost dog just found. Stupid things. I am regressing. I know that I must do this alone. The homily about my having no shoes until I met the man with no feet is balderdash. I'm sorry for him but my feet still pain me greatly. I have tried breavement groups. Again, other's pain does not lessen mine.
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