I am 33 years old but I miss my mom, I am the father of 2 beautiful kids, but I just can't be strong enough for everyone.My kids ask me questions like where Grandmom is & I have no answer to them.MY mom was the kindest most loving person on this earth.She never ever got angry with us.She was the greatest mom in the world for me.I am so tired of being the tough guy, consoling others, I wish I was strong enough but I am not.I have so lost interest in my work, the day goes by in a daze, I run my own company, but nothing interests me any more, its almost a month since she passed away & I have never felt so helpless.I feel"whats the point"if its all destiny & since everything is preordained, what am i doing?I really dont know how to express my grief ...i miss her so much & i loved her so much.... i still feel like a baby, lost & confused