in 7th grade i couldn't handle it and i used and i used an old pocket knife. i did it hard enough to hurt myself witout causing blood, to make it look like a common scatch because i'm so accident prone. i fel so bad that imediatley after i wnet to my mom olding the knife. thats hen she called for help. she got me a therapist. it helped some but... I need to take supplements now to ake me happy.
For my 13th birthday my dad decided should go to disneyland for my birthday! it was fun and he went on alot of rides with me. 2 weeks later he can barely get out of bed. he needs my mom to wheel him to the couch. soon he didn't even have the strenth to do that. he would lay in bed all day asleep. finaly my mom got him a hospital bed
Soon Spring break stared and i was estatic! I would get to go to a wedding, to my favorite muesem, babysit, and see my favorite band in concet Skillet!
March 12, 2011 ws the wedding. it was a simple fun wedding and when i came home m Uncel Lee and Grandma sorta ran into my parents bedroom. i went to put my mom' ring back in her bathroom but the shut the door on me. I knew something happened. I knew in my heart that he was gone but i was just hopeing something else and hapened. I went in my room and put jeans on and went to my grandma who was talking to my mom.
"Ok what happened? i know somethings up so don't try to sugarcoat it for me." i said. and they told me what i already knew. My dad died.
My sister ave my dad a magnet one year that said "Prostate Cancer: 0
My DAD: 1
I guess prostate cancer won in the end.
I Love you daddy.
Prostate Cancer:2
My Dad: 1