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Buzz

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  • Birthday 01/11/1976

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  1. Buzz

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    Hello all, I own a hosting company and may be able to offer something or other to this community in future. I know that's very vague, I'll give it some thought once my minds cleared up a bit! I'm sure there's something I can do/offer in the near future
  2. So very true jill and I'm sorry to hear of your losses. I'm having a crappy 2006 and it sounds like you are too. Can't wait for this year to be over. Sorry I can't help you in any way, I'm going through too much myself right now and finding it hard to be positive about anything. We all know time heals but that doesn't help right now
  3. Thank you for your comments Maylissa. I'm feeling very guilty right now. Buzz had problems with his legs for years, including arthritis, so he was on Steroids for a long time. Prolong steroid use messes your organs up. I went on vacation for the first time ever since I had Buzz and had to put him into kennels. Before I did it I had second thoughts thinking he may think he's been dumped and that he may just give up. My fears came true. I got back and he was in a terrible state, took him to the vets and he was diagnosed with kidney failure. I can't help but feel I caused him to pass away earlier than if I didn't go on this damn vacation. RIP Buzz, so very sorry I caused you a premature death.
  4. Hello to you all, I apologize for not having read any other thread on these forums (yet). I just feel the need to type what I am feeling. I had to have my dog, Buzz, put down today (about 12 hours ago) due to kidney failure. Can't really go into much detail right now as my tears splash on this keyboard. He was a yorky (Yorkshire Terrier) who gave me 10 years of unconditional love. I'm in bits right now and have turned to my arch nemesis for comfort........alcohol......it's not working. TBC......the screens gone all blurry What makes it harder for me is that I am an Atheist. It makes it very hard to deal with death, knowing (no harm intended to those that think differently) that when someone (or something.....but that sounds harsh) dies, that's it.....game over......there is no better place, no doggy or animal heaven.... (need to wipe the keyboard) All I know is, I'm going to get very depressed for the next few days at least. I can't handle death. Maybe that's a common feeling. I dunno. All I know is that I'm grieving more for the loss of Buzz than I did for my Gran last year.......how screwed up is that!?!
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