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That is a great idea, when I decide I am ready to look through his things.

Hi all. Reading about the signs of your loved ones makes me feel hopeful. I hope my man is watching over me. I use to feel his presence and I don't anymore. It makes me sad. I wish there were signs that he's still with me. I like to think that whenever the sky looks pretty he's there because looking at the sky makes me feel good.

Just before his passing we were looking at The Grand Canyon hotels. I wanted to go this month. I have been there before and I enjoyed it so much I wanted to take him there. He was planning on taking me on one of his business trips to Texas. I hope some day I'll be able to travel for him.

It does!

Thank you everyone for your kind words. Knowing I'm not the only one and talking to people that have gone through this eases the pain.

Thank you so much. I already feel like this will be a good place. I hope some day I'll be able to return the favor and be there for others. These feelings are all new to me. I have never lost anyone that I was so close to. We did everything together and being at home with an empty bed is the worse. Everything reminds me of him.

Hi everyone my name is Linda I am new here. I lost my boyfriend David of three years due to a motorcycle accident on December 1, 2015. We had just barely moved in together for a few months. I have been seeing a psychiatrist once a week but that only helps for that moment. Then I go back to feeling bad. I am taking antidepressants because I have hurt myself and have suicidal thoughts. I am also taking sleep medication because I cannot sleep at night. I still have not accepted that he is not here. His funeral was this past Saturday. I only feel like it made me feel worse. Although my family and the few friends that I have say that they are here for me, I feel so alone. So I though sharing my story with people who are going through or have gone through this can help me feel some what better. I miss him so much and I want to get better for him.