I am new to the Grief Healing Discussion Groups. This is my first entry. My passed September, 2016. Monday would be her 86th birthday. I am not looking forward to the day. It all started yesterday at work with an enormous sadness coming over me. I do not know how to think about this. I understand that these anniversary's will be hard and what I am feeling is normal. I will be glad when all of this grieving is behind me.