It has been 7 years this past August since my mother died. I still have not gotten over it. She lived with me all my life... I was her caregiver her last 10 years. I guess you could say I cope with it, but I still have some difficult days. My conclusion is that you never get over the loss, you just learn to live with it. However, living with it is not that easy every day... Still!!! I still get very depressed--no ambition, no energy, and very lonely. I've tried many different ways to improve myself, but nothing seems to work for very long. Am I weird??? Crazy??? I have no family worth mentioning... How can I improve myself: gain self esteem, self confidence, get back to how I once was before my loss? Any suggestions would be very appreciated!