I hope I could find some piece of mind on here. I have was with my ex for 3 years. His mom had stage four colon cancer. I was with him through his mom whole time of having cancer. We had so many ups and downs. She just recently died three months ago in August and we broke up in July but still have remained in contact. He not only was my boyfriend but my best friend. In October I was at the Las Vegas shooting at route 91 and he was the person I called when I thought I wasn’t going to make it home. Until recently meaning like days ago, we cut off all contact because a girl he met at a party reached out to him in interest and he had been already talking to her for a week while still talking to me, when he knew I had feelings for him. But I was respecting his boundaries because him just loosing his mom. Now he wants nothing to do with me because he said he likes talking to this new girl because she’s more cool, laid back and interesting and he likes their conversations. He’s said he doesn’t see it being serious and there’s already things about her he doesn’t see it going anywhere but how could he even choose talking to her over us being there for eachother? That makes me feel like he has feelings for her! Even though he told me the day before they started talking he told me he misses me and wish we could be together if it wasn’t such rough times. Like what the heck!! The time we both need eachother most he just clings to some new girl? Why? Is it to mask the pain of his mom? Is it because he really likes her so fast? Is it because she is everything he has been looking for? I feel I did everything wrong in his time with his mom and after. And why leave now? I was with him through everything. Not this girl. How could his feelings change over night? Is he gonna end up with this girl or is she just some filler for his grieving? I don’t want to sound horrible but I feel horrible. He should be with family and people that care about him. I care about him and he clings to some girl that knows nothing about him!