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Catmom

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    Cat mom
  • Date of Death
    November 29, 2017
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    Female
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    Wisconsin

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  1. This pain is so unbearable I went out to try and find a kitten that looks just like her. Drove 2 hours and got a little boy thinking that having one that looks like her will slowly help the pain a little but it doesn’t. I hate going into the laundry room and I hate hearing the dryer run.
  2. I had a kitten named Mia. She did everything with me. She ate with me slept with me and went everywhere I went around my house. Wednesday morning my youngest daughter woke up (she’s 2.5), she had peed through her diaper and on her sheets and blankets so I immediately washed them. I was rushing her and my middle aged daughter out the door sober could go to the store and quickly through the bed sheets and blankets in the dryer. Not paying attention as I was trying to rush and go that my kitten Mia had jumped into the dryer. I came home to let our dog out and could smell a foul Oder just passing it as maybe dog gas or a dog accident in the kennel. A couple hours later I came downstairs to get the bed stuff from the dryer and saw my poor helpless limp kitten dead in my dryer. I feel so guilty. I’ve barely eaten the last 3 days and all I can think about is how much I miss her. How I could have taken 2 seconds to inspect the dryer. All these what ifs and I’m so severely devistated and depressed I don’t know what to do. I cry every day and I’m so upset with myself that I will never be able to forgive myself for not looking this one time. How scared she must have been. I don’t know what to do this pain is so unbearable. I’m literally broken and my world stopped. My cats are like my own children only with fur and a tail. I’ll never be able to move on and the guilt will be here forever.
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