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    November 2017
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  1. I cannot see life

    I am feeling so sad. There are no adequate words to use to explain the way that I am feeling. I am deeply sad, frustrated, angry, and lots of other, more distinct and less distinct. MY PRECIOUS FATHER and I are supposed to be enjoying being FATHER AND DAUGHTER. I am so angry that just when my Father was doing so well, my Father did not have any illness, my Father's rights and our rights were violated. We tried so diligently to protect my Father. I tried so much, to exhaustion, to help my Father. My Father was not supposed to ever leave our home. We know about the negligence at the facilities. We experienced that daily basis. I tried to tell my Father that he would be best in our home. The therapy would be our home. I only know life with my Father. Why? I am so despondent. I am not taking care of all that I have to do. I want to be with my Father. I am not well. I just cry. I am so sad. I do not have good family or good friends. I have tried to find a support group.

    I am feeling such sadness and despair. MY PRECIOUS FATHER was doing very well. Then, the no-goods gave a highly toxic drug without my Father's permission informed consent.We did not give our permission informed consent. This is a law. My Father started to have issues with his kidneys. Again, neither my Father or my family gave our permission informed consent to initiate/not initiate the only true treatment dialysis. We have Power of Attorney. We must have been in shock. We did not use our Power of Attorney to help MY PRECIOUS FATHER. We were told that my Father's numbers were just starting to level. We believe that we were lied to about EVERYTHING. We do not know what to do. MY PRECIOUS FATHER IS THE BRIGHTEST LIGHT IN MY LIFE.

    I feel that because I allowed myself to be happy when my Father was doing well, that I was punish. I feel that I must never try to be happy.
  4. I am so sad. I just do not want to go on since my INCREDIBLE FATHER is not here. I am just a young person, only 51. My INCREDIBLE FATHER is the BRIGHTEST LIGHT IN MY LIFE. My INCREDIBLE FATHER was doing very well. I allowed myself to be happy. Now, I realize that I was punished.