Aww magics i feel for you the pain sense of loss and guilt is unbearable its 19 days since my lad grew his wings i still cry everyday wakeup hoping its a dream but no
I will miss him and love him forever as will you but im realising for me i had to make the ultimate decision out of love for him not to suffer i had too and boy i am
Its still raw but im able to look at his pics now and speak his name without being hysterical its a slow process and i wish you well the love we have lost was special dont ever think i will find it again but im s