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marlyn

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  1. I have tried to write this letter a few times now,Its hard to know where to begin,I lost my first husband to a road traffic accident fifteen years ago,I spent years running from my grief ,he was only 36yrs old we had a lifetime to look forward to, Imoved to America where I met and married my second husband John,there I found happiness at long last,but that was to be short lived we were only married three years,when I discovered that all was not as it seems, Maybe I just turned a blind eye to a lot of our issues because nothing was going to destroy the happiness I found with him!! But there are somethings that need to be recgnised I left him for three long weeks ,in that time he ended his own life,all thats left are the unspoken words!!and the what ifs, I can not forgive myself and the hurt that in someway could have prevented this!is over whelming............how do I go on.....
  2. Hi,I know your pain only to well,I dread the weekends,my husband died four weeks ago,I am still very confused,about my feelings,but they become more intense at the weekends,unlike yourself we did not spend the weekend together as he worked all the time,Saturday nights were my favourite as we just hung out drank a bottle of wine "or Two" , Now there is no routine only emptyness and sorrow,my feeling are like tidal waves,some I can ride and some just drown me!! I have not found any way to get round the weekends except to try to convince myself not to do the same things we did as a couple"when we had the time" Just go with the flow I am sure that life has a better plan for you treat each day as it is and do not have any expectations of its contents!!!Thinking about you .....Lynn
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