rdownes Posted April 26, 2017 Report Share Posted April 26, 2017 Hi everyone I have not been on here for months I have not forgotten be this site and all the wonderful people who helped me in my darkest days, I have been trying to find my way . Kevin will be gone a year in May never thought I could say that without crying but I can now somehow I have realized my life will go on with or without Kevin whether I want it to or not, I have accepted him being gone now, I noticed the saddness is gone for the most part I have not really lost it in months I do still feel lonely sometimes but it doesn't consume me anymore I guess I have just learned to live life again hope everyone is OK and my heart is always with you guys 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted April 26, 2017 Report Share Posted April 26, 2017 We have noticed your absence. I think the last time you posted you were having a struggle and I was worried about you, so I'm glad you came back on to let us know you're okay. Good luck with you! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted April 26, 2017 Report Share Posted April 26, 2017 So nice to hear from you again, Robin, and we appreciate the update. As you approach this one-year mark, our thoughts are with you ♥ 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KATPILOT Posted April 26, 2017 Report Share Posted April 26, 2017 Yes it's nice to hear your words again Robin. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dr Lenera Posted April 26, 2017 Report Share Posted April 26, 2017 5 hours ago, rdownes said: Hi everyone I have not been on here for months I have not forgotten be this site and all the wonderful people who helped me in my darkest days, I have been trying to find my way . Kevin will be gone a year in May never thought I could say that without crying but I can now somehow I have realized my life will go on with or without Kevin whether I want it to or not, I have accepted him being gone now, I noticed the saddness is gone for the most part I have not really lost it in months I do still feel lonely sometimes but it doesn't consume me anymore I guess I have just learned to live life again hope everyone is OK and my heart is always with you guys I think that's a really positive post, reading something like that means alot to someone like me who is also approaching the one year mile stone [June]. I joined here quite early on after my wife's death, but unlike you, I didn't have the desire to post here until several months ago when I was going through a really bad phase and I needed to connect and talk with people who are going through similar emotions and who can relate to what I say! 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gwenivere Posted April 26, 2017 Report Share Posted April 26, 2017 Robin, I do so hope you keep feeling better. Many say the 1st year is a trick miracle marker and I do hope you beat that adage. It didn't work that way for me, but if just one if this family can find some much needed 'peace', I'm all for it! 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rdownes Posted April 27, 2017 Author Report Share Posted April 27, 2017 Thank you all I still consider you all family if not for you I would have lost my way. I would not say I am at total peace I don't know maybe one day I just know I can make it through everyday now I don't feel completely hopeless anymore I am not completely happy and again maybe one day or not but I can smile at things again and not feel bad about it, I am deciding that Kevin's death will help me through life not hold me back anymore if that makes sense. I owe you all alot and will always be forever grateful 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marie Lee Posted April 28, 2017 Report Share Posted April 28, 2017 Thanks for checking in Robin...my one year is right behind yours..Coming up in June. So very glad you are getting stronger. Take care, Marie 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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