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lightworker506

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  • Your relationship to the individual who died
    daughter
  • Date of Death
    8/18/2015
  • Name/Location of Hospice if they were involved:
    United States

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    Female
  • Location (city, state)
    knoxville
  1. I'm not really certain how these forum things work. I've never participated in one. But I've been having a extremely hard time getting over a few things involving the death of my mother. I feel an immense guilt over the time not spent with her. Also over the resentment I had for her as a teenager. I'm in my early 20s you see. So I'm at that age where you just start to realize how many valuable lessons your parents actually had for you. And how much they truly mean to you despite the things they've done to hurt you. And now that I'm making these realizations I'm starting to feel guilty for ever blaming her for my life's turmoil. And I feel like my timing couldn't be worse. I don't have the opportunity to tell her I've realized these things now. I know she knows my hearts intentions, but that doesn't ease the guilt of how I could have made her feel up until the day she passed. My guilt involving my overall relationship with my mother is starting to become increasingly overwhelming. It's putting a huge strain on my other relationships. And on my spiritual progress, and emotional well-being. I'm just looking for some advice I suppose. Or just a friend to relate to. So much love, Lightworker506
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