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Thank you so much for the detailed update, Laura ~ So good to hear from you! Stay healthy, and continue taking such good care of yourself ~ for you, and for us! Blessings to you, dear one! ❤️

Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers as you find your way through this latest challenge . . . ❤️

Given how you describe your relationship with both your boys, and given how long this has been going on in your family, you would be wise to consider some professional guidance and support. There is way too much to unpack here, to think that you can do it all by yourself. Meeting with a qualified grief counselor or family therapist could go a long way in helping you open the lines of communication with your sons and come to terms with the death of your wife ~ and their mother. See, for example, Seeing A Specialist in Grief Counseling: Why It Matters How We Mourn: Understanding Our Differences Supporting Children and Adolescents in Grief In Grief: Coping with Denial and Disbelief

Granted, Kay ❤️

Ken, I am so sorry. I can hear the pain in your words ~ and my heart reaches out to you. I hope you can feel all of our arms wrapped around you as we offer comfort and support to your broken heart . . . ❤️

I encourage you to read the following, as doing so may shed some light on your experience. Note that each article includes links to additional resources: Anticipatory Grief and Mourning Anticipatory Grief and Mourning: Suggested Resources Using Antidepressants to Manage Acute, Normal Grief Voices of Experience: Grief and Depression: Are They Different?

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My dear, I am so very sorry to learn of the death of your dad. Death by suicide is one of the most difficult kinds of loss to understand and to bear, and it's important for you to know that you are not alone in this. I hope you will give yourself the benefit of some of the many resources available to you. Here is just a sampling: Surviving A Parent's Death by Suicide Grief Support for Survivors of Suicide Loss

"The Surviving Siblings Summit" will cover topics specific to siblings who have lost siblings and we welcome you to attend if you have experienced a loss of a sibling or you would like to learn more about sibling loss. The event will take place on April 20th virtually on an interactive platform for our attendees. Our keynotes and sessions have been crafted and selected to ensure that our attendees leave feeling connected, inspired and uplifted even after the devastating loss of a sibling. Whether you lost your sibling today or decades ago, there is something for everyone at our upcoming event. In addition, one of the incredible benefits of our event is that you can watch all of the keynotes and sessions for up to 90 days post the event on our secure platform. Networking and expo booth interactive is only active the day of the event. For tickets: https://www.thesurvivingsiblings.com/store/

The Men’s Grief Network® is a project of The National Widowers’ Organization to help men coping with the loss of a loved one. Read MGN blog, Dating blog, About Men’s Grief, Join a Webinar to learn more. Access Past Webinars on YouTube: Our webinars are free and available for you to view at any time. Our wide variety of topics are designed to help you start your journey from grieving to moving forward. Some of our more recent past topics include: • Keeping Those Feet Moving: Lessons from a widowed parent • Returning to the Dating World as a Widower • Using writing to help • Raising children after the loss of a spouse • How Long Should You Grieve: Navigating Social Expectations • Losses from Global Disasters: Challenges for Widowers • Navigating the Holidays as a Grieving Father • Grief Without Warning: A Gay Perspective on Grief Following the Unexpected Death of a Husband or Partner. • Handling the New Year as a Grieving Man • Dating: Sex After 50 • Writing Through Bereavement View Upcoming March Webinar: The Challenge of Guilty Thoughts Wednesday, March 27, 8:30 pm EST Presenter Greg Adams, LCSW, ACSW, FT is Program Coordinator for the Center for Good Mourning and Staff Bereavement Support at Arkansas Children’s Hospital (ACH). Greg has worked at ACH in a variety of roles and areas, including pediatric oncology and palliative care, since 1991. Register

More food for thought, from my blog post, Pet Loss: How Long Before Adopting Another? Many people worry that getting another pet too soon after losing the one they loved so much is somehow an act of disloyalty to the one who died – but like everything else in grief, that is a very individual matter and varies widely from one person to the next. Some people are so full of love that they can always find another chamber in their hearts to accommodate another precious animal. My own father was such a person – whenever one of our beloved family pets died, he was the first one to suggest that we find another animal right away, to help heal our broken hearts. Some people discover that it's not so much that they go looking for another animal, but another animal just seems to find them. Still others find that it takes a very long time before they feel ready to adopt another animal. Grieving is hard work, and pets, especially young ones like puppies and kittens, take an enormous amount of energy, time, training and commitment. I suggest to bereaved animal lovers that, before they decide to bring another animal into their lives, they need to make sure that they are finished with whatever grief work they have left to do in mourning the loss of this pet who has died. Obviously any new pet deserves to be loved for itself, as a separate individual with its own unique personality, and not as a replacement for the one who was lost. Once all of that has been considered, it's important to recognize that there are some great benefits in deciding to get another pet. Loving and caring for an animal enables us to feel productive, useful and needed; to have someone to talk to and communicate with; to feel companionship and closeness with another, thereby feeling secure, protected, supported and not alone; to feel touched, both physically and emotionally; to engage more actively in life, as our animal depends on us for food, water, exercise and medical care; and to be motivated toward better care of ourselves, out of a sense of responsibility for our pet. I also believe very strongly that one of the most endearing things about our animals is that they just want us to be happy. If death takes them away from us, once we've expressed and worked through our sorrow over losing them, wouldn't they want us to be happy once again, and to open our hearts to other animals in need of all our love? We might think of getting another pet as a way of honoring the one we have lost. I'm reminded of a lovely piece I have posted on the Comfort for Grieving Animal Lovers page of my Grief Healing website: Not only is there always another good animal in need of a good home, but we must remember to be thankful for the time and love our animals give us while they are here. Take time to enjoy them and learn from them. As painful as it is to lose them, they teach us to love unselfishly, they teach us to live each day to the fullest, they teach us to grow old gracefully, and they teach us to die with dignity. We do them disrespect to focus only on the sorrow of their death when they have given us so much joy through their life. If we wish to honor them, take what they have given us, all that love, and give it back to another animal in need of help. ~ Kent C. Greenough

For many bereaved animal lovers, part of our reluctance to adopt another dog is the fear that we will have to go through all this pain again, loving then losing lose another dog at some future point. I can tell you that the one sure way to avoid repeating the pain you're feeling now is to decide never to love like that again. Yet you know (in your head, if not your heart) that whenever we take a companion animal into our lives, sooner or later we are going to lose that animal, simply because their life span is so much shorter than our own. We like to think our animals will be with us forever, but deep down we know that cannot be. This reality is very hard for us to accept when we are confronted with the death of our cherished animals. It is far better to acknowledge that harsh reality when we opt to bring an animal into our lives in the first place. In addition, your sense of loyalty to your deceased dog might be interfering with your willingness to let yourself love another animal companion. Oftentimes we confuse loving another pet with "replacing" the one we've lost, and you may think that no other dog (or kitten) could replace your precious little one. It feels like an act of disloyalty, a violation of your dog's memory, an intrusion. After all, no other dog could ever be like the little one you lost. No other pup will have your little dog's unique qualities, nor should you expect it to. But instead of viewing another dog as a "replacement,” it may help to think of this as making a new friend, one that you will learn about and come to love over time. It's good to know that you are in therapy, but I wonder what would happen if you chose to confront those thoughts and emotions, and share those issues with your therapist?

Hoping you'll find this helpful: Afraid to Love My Remaining Pets ❤️

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I'm a firm believer in learning all you can about what is normal in grief and what you might do to better manage your own reactions. If you're willing to do some reading about grief (and I mean YOUR grief: your reactions to the loss of this relationship) I can point you to a number of articles that you might find helpful. (Such reading will also help you to understand what your lady may be feeling and thinking in the wake of her father's death.) ❤️ See, for example, Bereavement: Doing The Work of Grief Grief: Understanding The Process Anxiety and Panic Attacks in Grief Tips for Coping with Sleeplessness in GriefUsing Writing to Help with Grief Using Writing to Help with Grief