I HAD TO PUT TO SLEEP MY 13YR OLD FEMALE POODLE AND MY 18YR OLD MALE POODLE YESTERDAY. I FEEL SO EMOTIONAL I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. MY 13YR OLD HAD KIDNEY FAILURE AND WAS REALLY GOING DOWN FAST AND MY MALE HAS BEEN WITH HER THROUGH A LOT HE HAD CATARACTS AND COULD NOT HEAR AND SEVERE ARTHRITIS IT TOOK 5 MINUTES JUST TO LAY DOWN. I FEEL THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE IS GONE. I AM 37 YR OLD AND CAN NOT HAVE CHILDREN AND THESE WERE MY KIDS WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER AND NOW I AM JUST WANDERING AROUND LOST ANY SUGGESTIONS TO HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. MY MOTHER CALLED AND SAID WE HAVE AN APPT. TO GO LOOK AT NEW BABIES AT 11:00 SAT. I WENT OFF ON HER I DO NOT THINK I COULD. I WOULD SMOTHER IF I HAD TO LOOK AT NEW BABY PUPS RIGHT NOW. SHE THINKS I AM REDICULOUS. THANKS DAFFODIL24
