I went to see a psychologist when my mother was ill & again after my father died. Based on what I shared,they could see that family or friend support will not be there & they told me there was nothing I could do except take it a day at a time. Not a lot of help but I know it has to come from me to cope. It seems many people aren't close to parents & I once told my daughter that death seems so much easier for them but she said we would miss out on all the wonderful memories. We really were much closer than most. I guess we are more like families from the "old country" with constant interaction - me with my grandparents on both sides in years past & then with my folks. My parents lived a few houses from us so we did things for each other every day. My daughter probably was with them more than us since we both worked. Our lives were very intertwined personally & with business. Some friends have said losing them for me is like losing a husband since I not only lost parents but because of their backgrounds they helped with all our business issues that now fall on me. Although I am an only child as is our daughter, there was so much extended family closeness that's now gone as my parents generation are all gone & cousins never bonded. We have no contact wtih my husband's family. Going from daily contact, love & support to just my husband & myself is quite a change. My daughter married & moved away during my mother's illness so have to share her with another family. My daughter thought we would all be one big happy family but my husband & myself aren't considered family by them. This is an added stress for all of us including her husband. I do feel so bad for the young women that have lost their parents & helps put my issue in perspective. It helps to hear from people more my age that don't just sail through the whole episode. For me no matter how long my parents would have lived it wouldn't have been long enough. Another thing that made it hard was they never seemed old even though mother was 89 & dad 88 when they died because they looked like someone in their 70's & were as active as myself. So nice to get your responses