FOR JUSJENNY and MARTI--- I just lost my mother suddenly in Dec. I flew down there and she was in a coma already--I took her off life support 5 days later. She turned 56 in the hosptial. I was to visit her for Christmas the following week!! I never felt her presence when I was there and when she died, it did not feel like she "left"-so maybe she was already gone while she was in the coma. I still do not feel her. I wish I did. I thought she would visit me in my dreams. I am sad every day and cry at least once a day. I wanted to talk to her soooo bad 3 nights ago! She used to call me when I got home from work. In my desparation, I dug out video tapes so I could her voice and see her. She was my best friend and I miss her so much. I keep thinking I will feel her spirit but I do not. I think it will come for me and maybe for you two and the others. Maybe just not in a way you think..... Feels terrible either way and I too feel like an orphan--I was never as close to my dad or bio father. Thanks.
