mystickunoichi

Thank You leeann.

I want to hold Sonsa so badly right now and kiss Him a million times and tell myself it was just a bad nightmare. Dreamless sleep is the only relief I have over a vacuum where Sonsa should be. The universe seems so vast and empty without my little Being.

Sonsa my little aqua and bright yellow Budgie of fifteen years was LOVED and He knew it. That is the whole point. I held Him in my hand and watched Him. To watch the moment of His death was amazing. He cocked His head like He heard a sound -He looked up in wonderment of His death and He just let go. It was fluid. He was not afraid just serene. Ahh Life was good to me. Pure Sweetness returning from the Dream. DEATH is nothing to be afraid of. The grief is unbearable. I lost my BABY.