I wish I had family to talk with. Although I have 2 brothers, 2 sisters, 3 daughters, 4 grandchildren, 5 nephews, and 6 neices, and surviving parents-in-law, along with the rest of his family, the only ones that actually talk with me honestly regarding my feelings is a brother, a nephew, a daughter and the parents-in-law. All but the parents-in-law live in other states and since this is the second son my in-laws have lost I am reluctant to confide much in them, mostly because they are in poor health and in their 90's. I have only 2 friends that I can also talk with but 1 works 2 jobs and the other lives in another state. I am envious of all of you that have a supportative family. It would be nice to be a part of that.