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leegrl1018

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  1. i just can't accept the fact that he's gone... it gets to the point that sometimes i don't wanna live anymore.. im not working, not going to school i have no will or motivation to do anything
  2. Thank you again everyone for your responses. I'm very thankful that I've found this website.. it's a great comfort to me, without this website and all of you who are kind enough to listen, my family and my close friends I don't know what I would do in some ways I feel very blessed. My mood changes day by day.. somedays I'm grateful that I found such a great love so young, when some people never find that in a lifetime; but then there are some days when I just feel SO angry that we didn't get to spend more time together. Some days I feel like I don't have the right to be as sad as I am because there are other people who unfortunately have suffered a much greater loss. I feel so overwhelmed by the whole situation, I'm very young and before Sergio I never lost anyone.. I've dated since he has passed.. nothing compares to him. I don't know if the subject of intimacy ever comes up on here.. but i'm going to be honest I haven't been intimate with any man since he passed and that was over a year ago. I know this sounds cliche but I don't think I can ever be again...I would just feel so guilty. Love To You All, Lisa
  3. thanks everyone for your answers.. i just feel like it's never going to get any better.. he was my everything and it just really angers me that we didn't get to spend more time together! i just feel like im never going to be the same again...
  4. Hi Everyone, My name's Lisa and I'm 22 years old. I'm new to this site. I was in a serious relationship with a wonderful young man named Sergio, he was 23 years old when he passed away. We dated for over two years, he passed away on December 21, 2007 we never found out why, he just went to sleep and never woke up. I've never experienced a loss before him, he was the love of my life... we wanted to get married and have children and share our lives together, and unfortunately that will never happen. It's been over a year now since he's been gone and somedays I feel okay, others I feel like screaming. I miss him so much it's unbearable.. I feel like I'm never going to be able to love again or move on with my life, there isn't a day that goes by when I don't think of him he's the first thing thats on my mind when I wake up in the morning and the last thing I think about at night before going to bed.
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