Im nineteen, and my dad died right before this past christmas becuase he didnt recieve a liver transplant in time. It just seems like it gets harder and harder to deal with. I keep getting behind on my school work...and my grades are suffering. I also feel lonely because none of my friends know how to comfort me and they act weird about it or avoid it all together. I cant expect for them to understand how i feel, but it makes it harder. Even my fiance tries to help but he thinks it is bad to cry, and i thought it was ok. I guess he just tries to help me not be upset. I just wondered if any one else felt like this.
