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Kay, I treasure these precious words of wisdom. You know, I just may let the answering machine handle the call the next time I feel overwhelmed. If there is an emergency, I will know it. Sadly, I don't really have any "friends" in this town, my best bud went home. I have found myself questioning God and the only thing I get back from Him is the still small voice that says, "I'm here". So, in that I am comforted spiritually. I really like what you have said here. Taking it all to heart! Love, Annie

I am overwhelmed with the kindness and support I have found here. My husband was my world. I pastor a church and he was the rock here that I could lean on when problems arose. He took the reigns and handled things when they became overwhelming. Now it is just me, and I have to be "on' when I leave the house. Thank you for the understanding. I actually don't feel quite so alone now. I am so sorry to hear of the painful losses that you are all enduring. What a journey. My prayers are with you all and I so appreciate your prayers and support.

I appreciate so much the replies. This has been one of the hardest journeys I have ever embarked upon in my life. Hubby was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer on March 19th and on April 24th he crossed over into the arms of God. I have had so many people tell me that I need to "get over it". But quite frankly, this is something that I can't just "get over". I have others tell me to start dating again and that will help. all I see right now is Garry. I don't want anyone else. I hope I am not bringing anyone down, but I feel that this is hopefully a place that I can talk about this and someone will understand. I can't sem to face a day without tears. This is just plain hard.

My husband has been gone for 9 months now and I miss him more now than in the beginning. Since July I have been having night sweats and they are getting worse. Does anyone else have night sweats with their grief? Is this a normal reaction to grief?