I just lost my Dad to cancer in December. Even though he had a terminal cancer with no hope or a cure, he went much quicker than we or the Dr's expected. We took him to the emergency room on Christmas Eve (what great memories we have for this year...) and they gave him 24 hrs, he made it for 57 and passed away on Saturday the 27th. I was the Daddy's girl and this is the hardest thing I have dealt with in my life. My parents truly were the love story of life, together 48 years. I talk with Mom every day sometimes a few times a day and try to comfort her, I don't know how she does it!! I am filled with soooooo much anger!!!! He retired in February of 08 and was diagnosed in May. They were set for retirement and to enjoy all the wonderful things they wanted to do. Why him????????? My son is graduating this year, has a full scholarship to play college baseball, possibly a chance to play professional baseball and my Dad is not here...This hurts so much, he loved watching baseball games. Never even will be able to see one of his 3 grandkids who loved him dearly graduate from high school....I cannot get through this anger and am hoping this is a normal thing that will get better. I talk to him every day and tell him how much we love him and miss him! I feel selfish for all of this too, I just never thought he would be gone at 64.....Way too young! Pancreatic cancer is what took him from us, it is such a HORRIBLE thing!!!! I pray for anyone with a loved one going through it!