andrea

im sorry for the loss of you sister *hug* i lost my sister from alchol abuse age 30 and she also left 2 children. I went through the anger you are feeling now its all part off getting through it if you feel like getting mad let it happen and go outside and scream your head off i have to say when things got bad for me thats what i did. I have 1 of my sisters daughters living with me and she has been a great help as i have been to her telling her storys of things her mum did when she was a teen im rambling now i just wanted to let you know your not alone x

hi every 1 im starting to feel a little down my sister should have been turning 34 this month instead shes been in the ground for 3 going on 4 years. I have to say this year isnt has hard as last year but its still hard and on top of that i have just found out im gona loose her daughter that has lived with me for 3 years she is going back to live with her dad when she goes it will be like losing her mum all over again having her here has kept me strong im sorry for going on but you lot on here have been so nice thanks andrea x

all i have done today is think of my sister and my grandma my sister died age 30 nearly 4 years ago and my grandma she died november just gone from breast cancer oh i cant belive the things you wanna say when they aint here any more i keep thinking what if i said this what if i did that i havnt cried over my grandma which i was very close to except the day they buried her i think i was happy she had gone because the breast cancer left her in so much pain but i miss her so much and my sister i have my sisters daughter with me and sometimes we can talk sometimes we cant and she is only 12 she wants to know things about her mum she was only 9 when she died and i cant tell her without crying and i dont want her to remember her mum like that i want her to remember the good things about her can any 1 give me any advice thankyou andrea p.s i love lisa and ada xx

hiya i feel so sad today i cant buck myself up i keep bursting in to tears. Ive been ok up till 3 this afternoon and i started thinking about my grandma who died in november 06 from breast cancer which got me thinking about my sister who died age 30 3 years ago. Im not just feeling sorry for myself my heart is acheing i feel like i want to scream at who i dont know god maybe for taking them and putting them through so much pain first. I dont even know if i still belive in him i feel like im the only person in the world feeling like this but i know im not sorry for going on thanks andrea x x

i was just wondering if any 1 else was the same as me. My grandma died on the 13th november this year she put a brave battle against breast cancer. I was very close with my grandma but since she died i have done nothing but sleep i go to bed early i sleep in the afternoon i just sleep all the time. I was just wondering if any 1 was the same thankyou xx

hi every1 my grandma died this morning at 3.10 (uk time)and i havnt cried yet she had breast cancer she was a young 76 year old she had all the treatment she could have but nothing worked for her. She came to my daughters 18th birthday party 8 weeks ago and she was fine. Then everything seemed to go wrong for her i was very close with my grandma when i was growing up. i just dont know what to do thanks xx

hello i need some 1 to talk to my grandma died this morning at 3.10 after a very short illness she came to my daughters 18th birthday party 8 weeks ago and she was fit as a fiddle i cant belive it im stunned i went to see her yesterday in hospital and she was very poorley. im gonna miss her every day she was like my 2nd mum i was always at her house and so was my children im sorry for going on but i dont know what to do. thankyou xx

hi my name is andrea and 3 years ago this july my sister lisa died she died through alchol she was 30 years old when she died. and i still feel guilty about enjoying myself she left 2 beautiful kids 1 of her daughters live with me but when i go to family partys i still feel guilty for enjoying myself so i dont i go and sit somewhere quiet til its time to go home i still walk down the street and if i see anything nice i say to myself look lisa look what your missing all because you wanted a drink im still very annoyed with her for dieing sometimes i think to myself if she was here now i dont know what i would do smack her or wrap my arms around her and kiss her i would like to know if any 1 else has felt like this thankyou andreaxx

hello im feeling a bit weepy and down in the dumps today 16 years ago today i lost my baby son i was 5 months pregnant. I have no 1 to talk too every 1 thinks i should just forget but i cant i cry every year on the 27th sep and the day he should have been born 13th feb. I cant talk to my husband anymore about it he gets so upset we did go on to have another son but it doesnt fix the hole in my heart the biggest regret in my life is when i lost him the nurses asked did i want to see and hold him and i said no oh god i wish i could turn the clock back and hold him and tell him how much he was wanted and how much mummy and daddy loved him we love you liam forever thanks andrea xxx

hello im feeling so low today i cant pick myself up. My sister died 3 years ago she was an alcholic she was 30 years old her daughter lives with me. She has been with me for 2 years she is now 12 years old. And recently she has started to play up for me for example she went away for 4 days with her friend and her friends grandparents and she ruined it for every 1 they sent her home early it is getting to the stage were i dont want her here with me she causes so many arguments with my own 2 children and husband. But she my sister daughter and i love her and i dont want her to think im leaving her as well her dad is an alcholic as well and has recently been taking in to hospital and i know this is part of whats going on with her but i cant cope anymore. please any 1 who can give me any advice. I would be truly grateful Thankyou andrea xx sorry for going on

im sorry for the loss of your son i understand what an addicts family goes through my sister was addicted to alcohol. she died when she was 30 years old. my sister had 2 children who watched there mum go through this and thought drinking was the normal thing to do. For me personaly i went though shame anger and then gradualy i started to understand this was a disease she was fighting and not that fact she enjoyed drinking anymore. I can now say i was proud of my sister every day of her life i still miss her very very much and always will. andrea xx hugs to every 1 that needs them

walt and family our prayers and thoughts are with u

im feeling really really down today my sister died 3 years ago from alchol she was 30 years old.I have my niece living with me (my sisters daughter) and last night she had a dream about her mum that her mum was waiting for her to go and see her in hospital and say goodbye to her she cried for 3 solid hours and today i cant look at her i keep bursting in to tears shes asking me a lot of questions about her mum that i dont feel im ready to answer yet and i dont know what to do she was 9 when her mum passed away she has grief counsling every week hugs and kisses to every 1 that needs them andrea xx

thankyou for you kind words i have read your message over and over again and i have decide to make an appointment with my doctor and have a chat to him about the way i feel thankyou so much hug and kisses to every 1 that need them xxxxxxxxxxx andrea

hi my name is andrea and 3 years ago this july my sister lisa died she died through alchol she was 30 years old when she died. and i still feel guilty about enjoying myself she left 2 beautiful kids 1 of her daughters live with me but when i go to family partys i still feel guilty for enjoying myself so i dont i go and sit somewhere quiet til its time to go home i still walk down the street and if i see anything nice i say to myself look lisa look what your missing all because you wanted a drink im still very annoyed with her for dieing sometimes i think to myself if she was here now i dont know what i would do smack her or wrap my arms around her and kiss her i would like to know if any 1 else has felt like this thankyou andreaxx