Dan is my angel

Happy Birthday Teny

Sorry for all your losses. I lost my big brother in January and it has been so tough to accept the fact that I will not see him again, until we meet in heaven. I have so much pain and yes even some guilt. What more could I have done. He faced death with such dignity and calm, it amazes me. He has cancer in his brain stem and cratic artery, yet he always had a smile for me. He did not complain even when I knew the pain was too much. I miss him everyday and don't know how to stop the crying and pain. I lost both my parents in the 80's and one of my other brothers in 75. Maybe I am greiving them all over again! My prayers are with all of you. Patti

Hi Shelly, I lost my brother in January and lost both my parents many years ago. It is hard when the holidays come to find the joy in them. I am sure that your mom and dad would want you to enjoy the day. Do something you love doing. I am very sorry for your loss, you are right that Grief is a roller coaster and you have to expect that some days will be harded and some days easier. Take care of your self and know you have special angels watching over you. Patti