Hi Laurena, I, too, am so sorry for the loss of your Fozzi. It's such a shock to suddenly find out that they will no longer be with you. My Tiger died unexpectedly in the middle of the night. I heard him wake up from the bed and go drink some water. I figured he would them eat some and then ask to go outside like normal, so I stayed half asleep in bed. Later I heard a strange noise and went out to check and he was lying on the living room floor completely limp. He took a gasp and I checked to see if he was choking on something. He took another gasp and I could feel his heart, which was racing, stop. In less than half a minute he died in my hands and I never got to say goodbye. I was just screaming "No" and crying. I have so much unresolved guilt. If I had thought to give him artificial resperation maybe he would have revived enough to get to the emergency hospital. Maybe if I got up earlier there would have been enough time. Maybe I missed some change in his behaviour in the previous days. Maybe something happened when he was out earlier in the evening. He did have a medical issue last year that the vet never found the root cause of. Maybe if I took him to a better vet. I buried him on the day he died. I thought about getting an autopsy done but thought "Why? It won't bring him back." Now I wish I had so that I would know what he died from and maybe resolve some of my guilt. I have thought about getting another cat or two, but I am not ready now. If I do though, I would definitely keep them inside. Thanks for letting me ramble. Kevin