I recently lost my 22 year old son, it will be a month tomorrow. I am on such a roller coaster from hour to hour. What disturbs me the most about this is that I am unable to really cry. I was a "crier" but now... I am the saddest I have ever been or will be (hopefully) but cannot cry! When I feel tears coming, I get nauseous or sometimes vomit. I take anti depressants, could this be why I don't cry? I have nightmare, and such sad thoughts on waking, but no tears. I think about him all day, try to find answers as to why all day online, no autopsy results yet. It is hell. I think crying would be cleansing. Has anyone experienced this? Please help me.
