Hey, I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time. You must be single. I am as well. I don't know if it's as hard on people who have a "significant other" or not but I feel really really bad. It's so hard...I'm 48 years old...so lucky to have had my mother for so many years but I just can't cope. On top of my mama passing away on December 23rd....totally unexpectedly, we're having major layoffs where I work, and I'm trying to "kinda" take care of my 78 year old daddy. He's been in pretty bad health for a long time. I am the only sibling that lives near by. It is so hard. I have had to take time off work to try to get a grip. I go back on Monday....just praying I can stand it. Hang in there...I'm right there with you. I don't really want to be alone...I just want the pain to stop and to be able to handle my life. Right now I feel it's just spinning out of control...too hard.
