One of my kids, Boo, went over rainbow bridge last Tuesday night. I want to write more and share about him but I can't seem to think about him without crying. So I think it would be hard to type if the screen was all fuzzy. I never ever thought I would feel this way again after Petey died in January of 2004. I suppose that was pretty stupid thinking considering we have 14, errr 13 and sad cats and three dogs. Since Petey died we have lost 3 other kitties and it was difficult but Boo's loss is horrific. Just like it was when Petey died. The day after Boo died one of our other cats Bess, had to be taken into the vet. She's only eaten about a tablespoon of food a day, if that. However she is not dehydrated so that is good. I had to bring Bess back in today to have her blood drawn again. The lab messed up the first readings. and a million more. I hate waiting. I hate not knowing especially since the premilinary labs showed that it could be cancer. Too many tears. Then two days after Boo died, we got Flirt's labs back. Well she needs to go in for an Ultrasound because there is something wrong with her liver. Ok, I manged to accomplish today's two goals, breathing and taking care of the other kids. Part of me wants to stop the breathing goal so I can go be with my Boo and Petey. The tears are beginning to poor out. I need to go. Thanks for listening and understanding.
