pattandellla

I can relate all too well dogs & all it has been 1 month since my beloved Ella passon I feel your despair Iam there Iam loking for help to get to some grief group or something I know I don't even want to make it & my heart is gone.BUT I must try to get help even when I don't feel like it-Im not sucidal but I don't want to or think I can but maybe that's why we were lead here??

I hope somedayI can remember any good times your poem made me cry again it's what I do alot lately-It has been only 1 month but all I re-live are those last 12 days I came because I know I need help & now Iam on my own very alone ;but I read this poem & it gave me hope t/y patt