joanr48

MY MOM PASSED ON MAY 24, 09. IT BEEN A LITTLE OVER 1 MONTH AND I STILL CAN'T BELEIVE SHE GONE. MOM AND I WOULD READ THIS WHEN WE WOULD GO IS MY DAD. IT HELPS ME WHEN I'M SAD AND DOWN AND MISSING MY BELOVED MOTHER. Immortality Do not stand by my grave and weep….. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand wind that blow. I am a diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awake in the morning hush I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circle flight. I am the soft star shine at night. Do not stand by my grave and cry….. I am not there I did not die. I live with the risen Lord.

ARIES THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REPLY. I'M SORRY ABOUT YOU MOM. IT'S SO HARD NOT TO CALL OUT TO THEM OR PICK UP A PHONE. I FOUND A PICTURE OF MY MOM FROM 2006 ON MY COMPUTER THAT I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD, SHE LOOKED SO GOOD AND THAT SMILE WAS THE ONE I WANT TO SEE ONE MORE TIME. I MADE COPYS AND JUST ABOUT PUT ONE IN EVERYROOM OF THE HOUSE. I LOOK AT THAT PICTURE AND JUST HAVE TO SMILE MYSELF. JUST FOR A SECOND IT FEEL LIKE SHE WITH ME. I HOPE THAT YOU'LL FIND SOMETHING THAT WILL DO THAT FOR YOU. YOU ARE WECLOME TO EMAIL ME ANYTIME. I THINK IT HELPS JUST TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT KNOWS WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH. DO YOU HAVE SISTERS OR BROTHERS? IF SO CAN YOU TALK TO THEM? HUGS JOAN

I'M SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR MOM! MY PASSED WAY MAY 24,2009 IT SO HARD THAT SOME DAYS IT HARD TO GET UP IN THE MORNING. AAIN I'M SORRY IF YOU NEED TO TALK PLEASE FEEL FREE. joanr48

TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE LOSS SOMEONE I'M SO SORRY. MY MOM PASSED AWAY ON MAY 24, 2009. I QUIT MY JOB TO TAKE HER OUT OF A NURSEING HOME, EVERY TIME I WENT TO VISIT HER IT WORK BREAK MY HEART TO SEE HER THERE. SHE WAS AT MY HOUSE FOR 2 MONTHS BEFORE SHE PASSED AWAY. THERE WERE THINGS THAT I DID FOR HER WHICH I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD DO FOR ANYONE. BUT WHEN THE TIME CAME I DID IT WITH OUT THINKING ABOUT IT. UP TO THE TIME SHE PASSED AWAY. I MISS HER SO MUCH, ALL I WOULD LIKE IS TO HAVE HAD MORE TIME WITH HER. I GO INTO HER ROOM AND SIT, BUT SHE NOT THERE. I LOOK AT THE DINNING ROOM TABLE A TO SEE HER HAVING COFFEE AND SHE NOT THERE. I LOOK IN THE LIVING ROOM TO SEE HER IN SHE CHAIR BUT SHE NOT THERE. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO FEEL HER AND TO HAVE HER KISS ME ONE MORE TIME. ONE MORE SMILE. JUST A LITTLE MORE TIME. I'M 61 YEARS OLD, YOU WOULD THINK THAT I COULD UNDERSTAND DEATH. I HAVE AN OLDER SISTER WHO JUST KEEP SAYING MOM WITH OUR STEP-DAD SO SHE HAPPY NOW, SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL AND DOESN'T ASK. MY OLDER BROTHER IS TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR ME. MY HUSBAND IS A GREAT GUY AND HELPED ME WITH MOM THROUGH EVERYTHING, I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE IT WITHOUT HIM. HE IS DOING HIS BEST FOR ME TOO. I HAVE GOOD DAYS AND I HAVE BAD DAYS AND TODAY IS A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME. I HAD TO START GOING THROUTH MY MOM'S PAPERS. I KNOW IN TIME THINGS GET BETTER, BUT FOR NOW MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO PIECES. THANKS FOR LETTING ME TALK JOAN

My mother passed away on June 24, 2009,I miss her so much. I took her out of a nurseing home to live out the time she had left It was so great to have with me and my husband. I did things for her that I thought I wouldn't do for anyone. what I did for her wasn't as hard as not see her again. I had a piece missing in my heart that I don't think will every get better. People alway ask me how I doing,I alway say I'm O.K. but I'm NOT O.K. I know that life goes long, but for me right now it's in slow motion. My sister just tells me to suck it up. Moms in a better places. The only place that I would like my Mom is at home with me now. My heart goes out to all of you that sat with your love one, gave them baths, took them to the bathroom. cleaned them up when you had to and to be with them in their last second of life. And I do know that we would all do it again in a heart beat if we could turn the clock back, I know I would. Joan