My husband Jack, passed away on June 20, 2009, a month ago today. The pain doesn't get any better, in fact I think it gets worse. I ache for him in ways I cannot describe. I don't want him to be gone. Why couldn't this happen to someone who didn't love or like their husband. I didn't want him to suffer, so I understand that his death was best for him. I just miss him so. I want to hold him a little longer and tell him over and over again how much I love him and how happy I was to have shared my life with him. Nebster
