Jenna

Hello, this is my first time on this site, and my very first response....so bare with me:) I've been sitting here for the last 15 min. reading thru different topics and discussion groups. I've come close to crying about 5 times. I thought I was eqipped enough to handle my grief by myself (and friends), but I've discovered it's too hard. I'm hoping to find similiarities between myself and others. Friends try to be a comfort, but they've never been thru this. My mom passed away 4 months ago from a heart attack at age 51. I've been to see a psychic and that didn't really help. I've been to church almost every Sunday....I've prayed....this is certainly a pain I never imagined experiencing. Day by day does get easier. But the slightest thing can set you into a heavy sob. Don't watch Oprah:) Tear jerker everytime. I also found it difficult to talk to my grandma...it just made me more sad you know. But your mom really needs you right now. Keep commuicating with your husband about your feelings, and let him be your emotional support. I'm hoping this discussion group will help us both. Your in my prayers, Jenna