AyushP306

hello farawaydaughter, i am from inidia i am very sorry for your loss...i recently lost my mother too from cardiac pulmonary arrest, it took only three minutes and she died in the hospital in front of me...i was horrified...i felt like i am going to die too...i never imagined living my life without her you know...i cried like hell and my hands were shaking and were numb...i could feel the numbness in my legs too...i had an nervous breakdown...even after one month of her passing, i still believe that she's in her bedroom when i suddendly wake in the morning or when i am sleeping. unfortunately my father is suffering from parkinson's disease from last 12-15 years and he's somewhat near critical stage. the good thing is he's getting very little relief from levadopa meds hes taking...but i am not sure how long he's going to survive. because he's bedridden, lot of muscle wasting has occured in his body and his skeletal bones is seen through out his body. i just wanted to ask you, how your mother died from parkinson's? what was the cause of death and what will help when he'll be taking his last breath-like rushing to a hospital or giving particular type of medicine...i live my life in so much of regret cause when my mother died, it took only three minutes and i could not do anything to save her...i can not forget this my whole life...i don't know how i'll live if my father dies too...your reply will be always appreciated...take care...