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  1. Hello all, I just recently discovered this forum and I hope you all can share your stories as well as I, so that we may help each other heal. I am having a difficult time coping with my mothers death. She died two years ago and I am still have such a time with it. She was one of my best friends. I talked to her almost everyday. I miss just being able to talk to her. She died at 58 years old, way before her time. She had some medical complications and just couldn't heal from them. I don't really know the cause of her death. I feel it was all the pain medicine she was given for the problems that led her to stop breathing the day after Thanksgiving. I too, am in the Military. I was stationed in TX at the time of the death and thank goodness I had been home to Michigan a week before the holiday to see my mom. She was in a lot of pain but nothing ever made me think she was going to die. I am the only child so it's just my Dad and I now. I am currently in Savannah, GA and my Dad is still in Michigan. It's really tough having all your family up north and me being down south. I have always been an independent woman but my strength seems to be running out on me lately. I feel like I am stuck in my life. Nothing seems to get me excited and I have lost my desires to do the things that I loved in the past. I used to love the photography and I really haven't picked up my camera. I know you have to remember all the good memories but that last day in the hospital taking my mom off of life support is burned into my mind and it kills me to think about it. I just wish that I could be happy and the way I used to be. Maybe talking with you all will bring some light into my life. Thanks for reading, Stacy
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