My friend Lester, whom I lived with for 10 years then moved in with my now husband next door died in October. I still dont believe it. I cant bring myself to delete his phone number from my cell and cant delete him from my email address book. I just dont believe he is gone!! He went so darn fast. I thought I had time, but I didnt. I didnt get a chance to say goodbye. This may sound sick or what have you, but when people die, I need the funeral to be open casket to help me. He was cremated, there was no casket.