My sweet baby grandson died from injuries inflicted on him by his father when he was only 7 weeks old, around the middle of July 2009. He survived 2 1/2 months after the initial abuse....which is so horrendous I won't even share it here. I was given custody of him and took care of him during that time. It was a gift to me to be able to do this for him. He died on October 5, 2009 and I don't know what to do now. I was TOUGH while I took care of him, made it thru the holidays; Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas. But this new year started and I am stuck with grief. I am seeing a grief counselor but don't feel like it is helping very much. I just want to tell people about this perfect little baby and brave little soul that came to this planet and suffered so much because the one person that was supposed to help him ended up killing him. To top it off, I resigned from my teaching/school librarian job so I could take care of him and I don't know what to do as a new career now. It feels like a return to the teaching field just isn't right. Will this feeling go away or do I move in a new direction? So many questions, so much grief. Thank you for listening.
Claudia
